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So, um

15th November, Matthew and I have decided to become exclusive. We're together now and I just

I'm so, so happy.

We get along so well, and he makes me feel so, wanted. 

He's not from this A list school, with uppity 'friends' that only care about your image. He was from a roughed up neighbourhood and he got into fights a lot. (💕)

His favourite dogs are German Sheppards (BLESS) and his parents have a GSP called Oscar hehhee.

His mom is so considerate of me, and when she gives us recipes to cook, she's like "but She's Muslim! So when you cook don't use champagne! You can use stock as a substitute" and I was flustered. Like. She cares!! Genuinely!

His father was an ex policeman and his mother is a nurse. His older brother owns escape rooms in the uk, and I'm just...

I'm absolutely enamoured with his family and him. I know about his neice and nephew, and sister in law, and their fam, and I feel so included and welcomed.

I've got them xmas presents hehe.

We met up on friday, cause he had to look at apartments and he wanted me to come with him cause he wanted my opinions on where he was gonna live ( >9u9< ). On thursday he asked if i wanted to stay over and i said of course,  so we looked at them and then we went back to his to sleep over. Then on Saturday, we went to Gardens By The Bay for Christmas wonderland and even though it was kinda stressful, I loved it. Spending time with him is such a treat, and I don't have to walk on eggshells.

We resolve as fast as we disagree, and it's lovely.

He let slip he loved me a couple days after we got together, (cause it was a spur of the moment thing. We were talking about the Zodiac Killer, and he was gonna reference CSI, but I completed his sentence and he grabbed me, kissed me and told me he loved me) so that night before I left, I asked him if he meant it, and he said it could be too early, so I said okay (nope, I didn't say it back hehe I've got the upper hand)

But it's killing me, I want so badly to say it, but argh, I won't. Maybe I will, before he leaves IDK

November 23rd 

SIIIIGHHH

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When I left for Kedah from 1-4 dec, I was having my period, and I had cramps, and he messaged me everyday, asking how I was, and I couldn't really eat and was starving and visiting people is v tiring, but then this happened

The next night, i was explaining to my mom about Game Of Thrones, and;

The day i was coming home;

The day star wars comes out is technically our 1month anniversary, but he leaves on the 15th for England, so we're watching Star Wars tgt 2 days before, on Wednesday!! 

at first i was pretty bummed cause gold class seats were sold out, then he was like "no. no! if i go back, i'll be watching it in a pretty shitty cinema anyway, i'd rather watch it in a shitty cinema here with you!"

eheh

I was sharing that I was hand making a ribbon bow for presents for his fam;

I know how you love giving presents

SIIIIIGHHHH <3

And last but not least-

and yeh, i know its only about to be a month but so much has happened, and aah
I'm so happy