Monday, 8 April 2019

wow, soy tan malo en la actualización

So, i have to apologise for the absolute lack of Update for 2019. Its been so hectic i've barely been able to breathe till now.

Let me give you a run down of how fucking drowning its been
 

 

So as you can see, I've been struggling to keep my head afloat

In that time tho, I've had 3 massages (all in march)
I gave Aifa away on the last day of Feb, a day before her birthday
And I got married!

Thats right, you're now reading the blog of a married woman.

Can u believe this started out as like Adventures of a Broken Heart kinda thing hahha

SO not just the wedding has been keeping me preoccupied, (dont get me started on the dress stress) but like- the moving from Simei to Jalan Kayu, (which ive been doing 95% alone, i only got help from him when we moved Wira in last week.) And also that theres been a plethora of problems with the house in Jalan Kayu. Leaking showerhead & bidet since day one, broken freezer, mold. water marks, a fucking leak (That started on valentines day.) 

We went to Bandung for our Honeymoon, and he loved it
In fact, he loved it so much we're planning to move there
Probably in like 5-7 years?

Im also keen to get a motorcycle license. I wanna stop grabbing but atst i have such bad anxiety.
I have bad anxiety about Magic and D&D as well,
Maalik keeps asking and i feel so bad about turning him down all the time.
Its not in my nature to do that but..i just...idk.

:(





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